Pleasant surprise. Last Monday March 31, I could listen on national television to the poem “I have” [Tengo] in the voice of its author. By chance I tuned into the channel just as the program was about to end, so I could not get an idea of him. From what I could tell they didn’t use the whole poem, but perhaps my memory betrays me, but that is irrelevant. The fact is that they put him on, after a period of absence, that might well benefit from a small investigation. Lucky chance, because if someone had told me I wouldn’t have believed it.
I, who grew up listening to Alden Knight declaim this poem, now can’t take it seriously. How many smiles tinged with irony, half smiles and complete grimaces are provoked in us by “I have what I had to have”? Someone said to me, inspired by the end of “apartheid” tourism: “At last we can teach “I have” to our children without having to offer explanations.” I believe our children will ask us for explanations about things more important than those Guillén addressed in his poem.
The words to the poem, “Tengo” by Nicolas Guillén can be found easily through an on-line search. The last line of the poem is: “tengo lo que tenía que tener” — I have what I had to have. El Guajiro Azul posted his on version of “Tengo” in this blog in February, and it can be read here.
Alden Knight is a Cuban actor.
“Apartheid” tourism refers to the laws in effect up until this year which did not permit Cubans to enter, as patrons, many of the hotels, resorts and facilities reserved for foreign tourists.